A messed up thing happened to me

So much has gone on in the past few months. I was indirectly involved in what could be considered a crime. That incident netted me an alleged boyfriend. Alleged because we are hardly friends. Needless to say that we are no longer on speaking terms. With the end result of the situation, he kinda just walked out of my life. There was no more of a need for him to speak or want to be bothered. I do feel as though it was a friendship of convenience. I was dumb enough to play the roll of the idiot that once had feelings for someone I was trying to be friends with. Also, during this time, I found out that people I thought were my friends are not. To act shady and try to pump me for info is not cool. It's really messed up that one would want to protect the identity of the person spreading rumors and lies but act concerned for you. Well, that's what happened to me. I guess I need to learn to keep to myself. Can't even confide in anyone anymore. That's what I get for working around a lot of gossiping females I guess.