Today was a good day

Today marks the day that the pain has ended.  No longer will I have to deal with the lies and pettiness of a certain individual. So glad when 5pm came around. One down...others to go. 

Time to let go???

Not sure if the feeling is authentic, or if the authentic feeling is of what I thought you could be. Either way, I did care.  Not that it means anything. You come and go as you please.  We don't actually communicate as two individuals who are a part of one another's life. Real talk, I wasn't asking for anything more than a friend. Regardless of how I may or may not have felt, you were someone I wanted in my world as a friend. No crossing lines or making assumptions of what might happen, or could happen.You're like a ghost to me... I may see you, then I don't. I guess it's time to let go. Slowly, but surely, out of sight, out of mind.  Until you pop up again. "Friend" probably never should have been used. "Someone I met years ago" sounds/seems better. Sad...

When to let go

An old acquaintance crossed my path some months ago. In a way, we reconnected as "friends". Even went as far as to become friends on social media. But, the joy was somewhat short lived. My friend is gone. Don't know where or for how long. I've been worried since we crossed paths again. As much as I want to truly reconnect and have a real friendship, the opportunity seems to have passed. As much as I feel that maybe I should just let go, I don't want to give up on him just yet.  Maybe it's best to give him his space and the opportunity to take the lead. Here's to hoping for the best (we will be true friends) and preparing to expect the worst (it was not meant to be).