It has been almost a year?

I can't believe I haven't been here in almost a year. Funny... so much has happened,  and I  didn't write about it.  Let's see if I can sum it up.

I went to counseling for depression and anger management related to my job. Had a boss who just didn't do the job and allowed others to mistreat me without finding out the truth. I'm  still in the same office with some of the same malicious people. It's my fault for still being there. This, I know. The future of the job doesn't look good, and I need to find something else. Just need to start looking.

My aunt Cheryl passed away. On the day of the funeral I  almost had to go to the E.R. I saw the doctor a few days later and was told I  wasn't getting enough oxygen to the brain and other parts of the body. This, coupled with the breathing issues and chest pains, brought on the panic attacks. I am getting back on track with taking the medications and monitoring my blood pressure and sugars.

Exercise is not a friend of mine. So, instead of trying to live in the gym, I put a bike on layaway. It's my Christmas present to myself.  Soon, I'll be able to go bike riding. When I have more money I will get the kit so I can ride it inside when the weather is bad.

I reconnected with an old "friend". He just happened to walk into my office. We hadn't seen each other  in anout seven or eight years. Funny thing, we haven't seen each other since. I think he was meant to be a seasonal "friend", and not someone meant to be in my life for any longer.  It makes me realize that my circle is kinda small. There aren't many people I  can actually refer to as friend and mean it.

I also reconnected with another friend. She is one of my oldesr friends. Actually someone I need to stay connected with. Sometimes you just need to get away feom some people and get a breath of fresh air.

That is all for now.  I will write more when it pops in my head.