D-Day in one week

I made a decision a few weeks ago to make up my mind about an individual in my life.

I know that 1/2 of it is my fault. I was blinded by my own thoughts of who I thought he was, and the face that I did like him. It was really hard to be friends due to my feelings but I did the best I could to make it work.

When the incident happened, things got awkward. We stopped talking. Or, he stopped talking to me. There was always an excuse not to speak to me. Of course, I always had to initiate the conversation.

I have a week to figure out if I want to try to fix our broken friendship or if I will just let go.

I'm still going back and forth on this. I don't want to lose someone that was special to me, but I can't keep holding on to something that the other person doesn't want to keep.