I decided to clue him in on a different side of some people he knew. I talked to him about an issue that caused me to seek counseling for anger management. I just couldn't deal with the verbal abuse from one of my superiors. Even though I spoke to the boss of the company, and she made a promise to resolve the issue but didn't, 12 months went by before she did anything about it. What she did was fire me, then threaten me to keep my mouth shut about the company. Then, in May, I saw on the news that they were being investigated for corruption and misuse of funding.
In a way, I feel guilt because I was there and I saw some things being done that seemed and felt wrong. Everyone on staff talked about what was going on, but no one did anything. And, I wasn't the only one who felt that something wasn't right.
When speaking to the pastor, I discussed how this was weighing on my heart because I feel like if I were to speak up, it would seem as if I was just trying to get revenge on my former bosses for firing me. Then, to distance myself from the situation feels as though I am turning my back on what's going on as if it's okay.
He told me is that if the news wanted to find out the truth, they will be able to find it without me.
I do feel that my name will come up since I did work there for a couple of years. When the day comes I pray that I am ready.
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